Lyrics

Feel like no one's going miss me when I was here nobody cared
Man I waited for years but did he listen to my prayers?
Know that reaper waiting for me I can feel him coming
I almost drowned in that pool and lightning struck in front me
Sometimes I feel he could have me I just get tired of living
They say he cleanse all souls but I don't feel forgiven
Time ticking on my body cause' my pressure really high
Only age 14 when I knew that I could die
Ain't never took a bullet but they running through my heart
Another pushed me away
Another foot up in the dark
Some niggas they make me wanna grab that ink and drop tears
Liquor in my body make me wanna disappear
A lotta niggas tried to try me when I was lot smaller
You fuck with me today you might not see tomorrow
I'm a maniac inside I can feel that pressure rise
I done heard it before whether I'm dead or alive
I shut my eyes then I conversate with my music
When my headphones off demons are my influence
My mind in ruins
I'm a hard motherfucker
Keep it inside will never holler when I'm feeling troubled
Would rather momma see me in a grave than in a cell
Imma crash on sight if I ever see bout
Niggas see me and play me like I'm someone to get exposed
I see death all day that's why I wear it on my clothes
This the vision of a dead man (Deadman)
I'm barely living
Feel like I'm curse to even breathe
This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman)
I'm barely living
Feel like I'm curse to even breathe
This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman)
I'm barely living
Feel like I'm curse to even breathe
This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman)
I'm barely living
Feel like I'm curse to even breathe
I see dead people
I know the world going end
Cause' I done seen the preview
Them demons lie beside my bed when I'm sleeping at night
I thought that dark was tricking me but now I see them in light
My dreams blend with reality feel like shit ain't meant to be
I been lucid forever now it done fucked my memory
I wake up sweaty cause' my nightmares
They feel real
And drugs make shit worse
I hate pills
I just get tired of that bullshit that's going on
They say I never seem phased but do that make me strong
I'm bipolar what a sight oh such a beautiful place
Then in the same fucking minute feel it's better erased
I feel alone sometimes I got some people that I miss
But in my perfect world
No one exist
When I look inside that mirror all I see is blood
Money power women and product of a lack of love
This the vision of a dead man (Deadman)
I'm barely living
Feel like I'm curse to even breathe
This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman)
I'm barely living
Feel like I'm curse to even breathe
This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman)
I'm barely living
Feel like I'm curse to even breathe
This is the vision of a dead man (Deadman)
I'm barely living
Feel like I'm curse to even breathe